Sometimes we are really lonely, sometimes it feels like abandonment, sometimes it's just weird advice that isn't working, sometimes they think a technique is a replacement for a human being and that it will fix everything.... sometimes we are lost in a depression... sometimes we are just exhausted from all the life problems...so many things can affect us...just don't give up... Try to get the feelings in a journal and talk it out next session... Maybe not...just do what you need to do without giving up on the therapy and the attention you need for your pain to get it to heal....hang in there... just don't give up