=( i don't know... i didn't understand a lot of what she was saying and then she said we weren't connecting like usual. i felt a lot of things; defensice, attacked, confused, shut down. I didn't know "we weren't connecting". she talked about the importance of having me trust her... When i saw more clearly later what happened, i tried to phone her and tell her, but only a lot of stupid gibberish came out.
I am back again on the 2nd - not a full week, thankfully. hopefully somethings can be cleared up. i get confused easliy and i really had no idea where she was headed with stuff. she forgot to bring the email i sent (she believes i communicate better in writing and wants me to write after each session) so we didn't talk about any of the attempted SI that happened because of the original cancellation. what a mess. hopefully things will be better next time.
kiya