My house is piled high with cardboard boxes from excess stuff we have hoarded. I am even more nervous from having roaches. The exterminator said it is from the boxes. I am thinking about throwing everything out onto the lawn!

He's been selling off things on ebay. He got $65 for one of his old toys! So, let's say the contents of the boxes are worth a few thousand $. It would still feel good to throw them all out onto the lawn though.

I would post a photo of what the office looks like and you would all cringe. Or my dining room, piled high with crap.

Rosh Hashanah, the Jewish New Year, is next week. It makes me feel too upset to even go through that service, so I'm not going.

One line says, 'who will be calm and who will be shaken by the slightest breeze'... yes, I am shaken. I have been too shaken for too long.

I want to be calm and carry on.

I will do nothing and let nothing shake me.