It feels safe here on this site. What a wonderful thing.

When I come here it is like entering back into one of my safe and beneficial hospital stays. I have not been in a psyche hospital since January 2011;
though I have thought about going in a few times since then

I remember thinking that the doors were locked not to keep me in;
The doors were locked to keep the crazy people from coming in.

It's a battle out here.
I am working on changing my strategy and tactics before I lose this battle.
I narrowly avoided utter catastrophe today.
What makes it all the more horrifying is that the only people who will know are those reading this post.

If you are in a safe place, be grateful. You have everything.