the "lull" ... i wonder if it fits the "daze" and the "blankness" and the "i dont want to , i cant , whats the use? " category?

the "lull" is one of the worst for me cause i dont even care if i help myself at that point...

im not even sure i can comprehend self help at that point...

ive never taken to bed and cried, but the "daze" hung around a long time...

hadnt seen it in awhile, until today..

in my view, its a "marker" ... it tells me i'm passing between cycles... either a down to a down or a down to an up, or an up to a down, etc..

i used to be "dazed" regularly, but now only its occasionally, so i see that as improving...

hugs to all..