{{{{{{{{{{{Heidu}}}}}}}}}}}}} I am so sorry. It is because they don't see the true value you have - I think you are terrific!
I know what you mean - my life seems to revolve around this forum too. My husband and I do nothing together, let alone go anywhere together unless he is keeping an eye on me or timing me.
I'm not doing a thing this weekend - like, what else is new? LOL. You have done all you can do with those ladies, now it is their loss. You are very appreciated here, and I like you -

Hopefullly it will get better - if not, we're here for you and we'll celebrate together.
Mary Alice xoxo