Sorry you are frustrated.
Here's my 2 cents. It seems like you are obsessing over something that you can't do anything about. There will never be definitive proof of whether or not ADs damaged your brain or not. same with stunted growth. Research is ever evolving.
Even if you DID get proof of these things it wouldn't change anything. You have the brain you have, now, at this moment. Your brain seems pretty active to me. I don't think it's as damaged as you think. It may even be better.
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