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Originally Posted by Thunder Bow
You might of fet that way as a child due to continuing abuse. Your mind is now starting to deal with those feelings. Stay in Therapy and work on them.
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Thank you for your reply.
My childhood had a lot of emotional unavailability. I knew something was wrong at 7, when I told my parents I wanted to die. They conceived I was "throwing a fit" and punished me (corner and spanking) which didn't help. I'm 43 and I'm still stuck in that mess. I wasn't diagnosed bipolar one until well over 20 years later.
I never had a healthy relationship with anyone. I can't figure this out because I don't have a reference.