I hope this makes sense .. so bear with me ok?

To me each day I wake up and know that I survived everything I have gone thru , taking steps forward to make my life my own, and not my past my life is a success story in itself. It doesnt happen over night. IT takes work, support from good people like here at PC,your pdoc and therapists and psychologist, lots of love and understanding from your friends , family and even yourself. But slowly and surely.. it starts to happen. You start to see bits and pieces of peace. I dont know how much is out there to be had. But everytime I gain a bit of it. I am happy with that. I am trying so hard to keept he positive thoughts going. To keep the positive things others say about me in my heart. Not what my abusers said/ say about me.

I wish you peace Deez, Listen to what your needs are.. and find a way to fulfill them. Hang in there .

Hugz
Bethy