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SweetSunshine said:
I wish you peace Deez, Listen to what your needs are.. and find a way to fulfill them. Hang in there .

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When I listen to my heart (or my gut, or whatever you want to call it), it always says "it's not worth it like this, you HAVE to beat this".

So I guess my need is to be the person I was before this happened, and I guess I'm doing my best to find a way to fulfill that.