Thanks everyone. I'm sorry for being a negative nancy over here. I just don't have anyone I trust enough to tell this stuff too. I thought I did before but now all anyone does is analyze me for recurring symptoms and signs of decline.

"How do you feel? That is the question
But I forget, you don't expect an easy answer
When something like a soul becomes initialized
And folded up like paper dolls and little notes
You can't expect a bit of hope
And while you're outside looking in
Describing what you see
Remember what you're staring at is me"

-Stone Sour, 'Through Glass'.