I think that's another problem I have. I am at work until 2 during the week. The kids get out of school between 2:15 and 3. I get anxious around Jr. high and high school kids. So I don't want to go at that time. Then during the weekend it's too crowded everywhere. Especially like this weekend since it's Labor Day weekend.

So I guess it's a combination of being lazy, not wanting to spend money, having no interest in food and anxiety.

I'll probably force myself to go Thursday afternoon, since I have to be in the area that time anyways.

Maybe it's because of the grocery store incident. I am just worried about people staring and laughing in general. I was doing ok with not thinking this until the grocery store incident happened. Now I am worried about people staring and laughing again.

I have lost a lot of weight, and I was very unhappy and bitter about the weight I gained on psych meds. But getting off the meds has caused me to go back to old eating habits of not really being hungry. I usually get really hungry once or twice a week every other week.

I was probably borderline anorexic when I was a preteen. So I might have some traits still. I don't know.