Oh sweetie, you didn't need this. I would offer that her friendship is probably not worth the worry right now though I am sure you are uncertain and in pain. We can be your friends, no probs with that. I know, 3d friends come when you are barfing and can't move or when you are in so much pain you have to go to the hospital. But we are here. This relationship sounds like it might have been a bit poisonous? I have been thinking a lot about this issue and how we choose our friends etc. Good luck.