this question is so difficult.

it's difficult because, 1 of the things I struggle with is feeling guilty when i'm not doing something i'm supposed too

so with that in mind, it's probably an idea to get rid of depression (because with my depressions, I find I can't even function to a normal level)

then again, the psymptoms of mania can be, and often are, quite intense- and the rash choices would certainly be something I could live with out

so that being said, get rid of mania

I don't know. it's a hard question