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Originally Posted by Trace14
For me I don't know if it was trust so much as a resource for me to fix things still. I kind of had an ah ha moment a little while ago and why I can't talk f2f with people like a T. Goes back to childhood and being told to not speak of things going on at home. Because if others knew they would take me away, or even worse get my mom and I killed by my father. Maybe that's why it's easier to write and edit my thoughts than to speak freely.  |
Yes, also experienced the need for family "secrets" and not being allowed to say anything as it might upset my parents, sitting terrified as my father SH in front of me.
I can relate that it still makes it difficult to talk about things with me T.