I am an avid crossdresser since I was a teenager. Recently I had breast augmentation surgery done so as I stated have noticable breasts which I'm fine with and happy with the results. I had a panic attack at a pool party over my sister's ho house, since then in a lot of social situations I feel I would be more comfortable crossdressed then as my normal self. Even though I know I am not what I would call fully TG. I'm torn between going to some social events that way even if I don't totally pass then as my current self 😟