To cut a long story short - I had to stop seeing T in November last year because she was going to be my teacher.
She was my teach for 5 months before she decided the job wasn't for her and left as the summer break started.
We emailed a few times, said our goodbyes abs good lucks etc.

Now here's the issue...
I go back to classes on Tuesday and these last few days my anxiety has sky rocketed about going back and more than likely bumping into her at some point. I can literally feel myself shaking at the thought.
In our email exchange we agreed that if we saw each other we would say 'hi'. I don't know why I'm so anxious about this.

I really want to go back as her client, we had a lot of unfinished issues I needed to work on but I'm terrified of asking incase she says no, the rejection will kill me and my abandonment feelings will surface again.
I asked for a final appointment before we left but she was too busy to fit me in.

Ugh, I don't know. I'm just struggling about going back to classes and not having her there in any way. Since I started studying again I've either been her client or her student.