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Originally Posted by Shazerac
  you have a lot on your plate. Definately talk you T. Does your mother know what happened at that slumber party? I don't think she meant to upset you. If you talk to her she sounds likes she cares and would understand. Don't beat yourself for having an extreme reaction. It comes with the territory with childhood abuse.
I was abused as a child and still now 50 years later my husband knows not to kiss me or touch me when I'm asleep because I wake up screaming and fighting. He learned the hard way when I elbowed him in the nose. I don't even remember doing it. |
Mother knows all about it, it's not something we talk about ever for obvious reasons. Though, I feel there was some repression. She definitely didn't mean any harm at all, which is why I felt so guilty and horrible. We've since talked and she understand perfectly so it's all good it's just a shame.
I'm so terribly sorry to hear about what happened to you, trauma is literally a poison.
I'll definitely talk to my T. Thank you so much for your kind support