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Originally Posted by Fuzzybear
Hi, I didn't realise you were only 19, you sound very "mature" in a good way for 19.  But when I was 19 I was in a completely different mental space, I never saw a therapist until I was quite a bit older than that.
My parents were very unsupportive. I'm happy for you that you have loving, supportive parents. I wish I had had the sense to really think things through at the age of 18 or 19 and take myself to a therapist but I didn't, sadly. I did work, have friends, all the usual stuff but I was constantly told how selfish and horrible I was 
I love the suggestion of making your mum a meal or making her something else. 
I wish I had been more demonstrative and loving to my parents.. maybe they could have loved me then. But they didn't ..
I don't go out much these days .. I don't literally have agoraphobia but I have something not dissimilar and I know how painful it is  |
Hi, Fuzzy! I'm so happy you finally have the support of a therapist
I hope they treat you well! From what I've seen, you're certainly not selfish nor horrible. You're a kind, gentle, sensitive individual
'The past is the past' as they say. SO difficult to truly grasp this concept, I know -- but realistically, it's probably best for most of us to let go of the past. I know this, you know this, I'm sure we ALL know this
What a tiresome mission!! We have to stay strong.
Hoping for the absolute best for you, Fuzzy - you're such a loving, caring person deserving of peace and tranquility
