Hi, tumblr. Colleges do have counseling services, so I suggest you check them out. While we take ourselves and our issues wherever we go, we can change and make adjustments. My college days were the best!
I know what it's like to have dulled emotions. But with therapy, I think I am pretty normal now. (Well, except for being bipolar

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You have a chance to try out different classes to see what you like. I found that helpful. You can grow. Just push yourself to get out and spread your wings. You might actually find a niche. I enjoyed the different clubs and organizations.
Meanwhile, we are here to help and support. (I was a college professor for many years, so I might be able to help with anything along that line, too.)