I don’t know what to do. I don’t feel I need a T anymore or my T sucks no idea which. I’m not fond of my dr. but I don’t mind that because I only see him 4x a year or less. I’m stable I guess at least for the last 2 weeks but more meds won’t help. I have nothing to say to T and her suggestions don’t fit as solutions. She just doesn’t “get” my family. Anyway I’m done.

My son doesn’t have a pdoc or T anymore but the pdoc they have for kids we don’t like. I feel like our only option is to go back to our old clinic but I don’t want to keep clinic hopping. My husband doesn’t want to leave his T but he’s not fond of our pdoc or the child pdoc. To complicate matters worse we have no availability but we need to take my son’s Sui thoughts seriously. We can only see pdocs /T’s on tuesday mornings.

If I bring this up to T she’ll recommend IOP for my son. IOP interferes with his college / friends schedule plus she’s the T for the kids IOP and I’m still not confident that she’s a decent T to begin with. I’m willing to give my T to my son but like I said I don’t think she’s a good T. Maybe she’s just not good for me? I don’t know what to do.

Having the whole family with mental illness is tough. He’s refusing to take his meds today. He’s a great kid. I don’t want to loose him. I don’t want the kids pdoc to touch his meds. I really just want him dx’d so we know what we’re dealing with. Throwing meds at him that he won’t take doesn’t help. He’s 15 I don’t want to make taking meds a fight but his life is important. I almost feel he’s given up on himself. Do I just deal with the child pdoc and give him my T? Do we change clinics yet again? What would you do if you were in this situation?