I'm sorry to hear this, Milo. I know it's tough.
I've lost a job due to a layoff before and I know that can really be unsettling, but another job is bound to come in time. This isn't the end. You can make it through this. One day at a time...that's as fast as we all can go. There are resources available to you, including this site. You are not going through this alone. Please try to keep hope alive. I truly hope you are safe. I am available to talk and to listen whenever. My thoughts and prayers are with you.