The answer to this question has eluded me my entire adult life.

So far I have only come up with the conclusion that the "full monty" equals alot of stress, stress I am allergic to, and the "normals" are not.

I mean I have a child, plus a sick mom, and a freeloading brother, so there is responsibility... But once again I'm out of a job because my MH took a nose dive, so have to start from scratch. Again

Which is a different kind of stress.

Idk I'm just rambling at this point, its my first day home.