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Originally Posted by Trippin2.0
The answer to this question has eluded me my entire adult life.
So far I have only come up with the conclusion that the "full monty" equals alot of stress, stress I am allergic to, and the "normals" are not.
I mean I have a child, plus a sick mom, and a freeloading brother, so there is responsibility... But once again I'm out of a job because my MH took a nose dive, so have to start from scratch. Again
Which is a different kind of stress.
Idk I'm just rambling at this point, its my first day home.
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This kind of reminds me of my life about 4-5 years ago. Only replace the child with a mother that has abused and manipulated you your whole life who now has a terminal cancer diagnosis and expects you to be her primary care giver and add in an uncle who is a recovering alcoholic who's been in and out of jail his entire life who freeloads and lives off disability (this isn't meant to be offensive to people who actually need disability) who spends half of his disability money on weed and the rest on whatever for himself, and a step father who works 60 hours a week, yet can't budget his money properly and power or water is shut off every other month and there isn't enough food in the house despite him making $19 an hour. That was probably the most pressure that I had to deal with in my life and it got so bad that I had to admit myself in psychiatric lockup after 4-6 months of dealing with it because I lost my mind and couldn't cope at all.
So yeah, I feel ya there. I only wish that I had a better solution for your problems. I wish you the best though!