Yeah. The problem right now is that I have no project to improve. The process for me is starting with a complete idea, working obsessively on it until a point where either my abilities are exceeded, or the initial idea is proved to be not that good, then giving up in complete mental chaos and frustration... And sometimes there's a bug that I have to hunt for hours or days, and I suspect that doesn't help my general mental health... It would be better to get distracted with something, but that's the problem with obsessiveness. And with this "fit", I told myself to only solve this one problem, but then I just couldn't stop because it's connected to other things and I kept going until complete exhaustion and misery.
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