Adjusting to new circumstances is not easy for everyone. Don't beat yourself up for feeling strange or numb. I'm stubborn and hard headed. I just wish I hadn't waited until I was a basket case to get help. Talking to a counselor is not a sign of weakness. If you broke your arm would you try to fix it yourself ?

good luck to you and we're here to listen.
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Eat a live frog for breakfast every morning and nothing worse can happen to you that day!
"Ask yourself whether the dream of heaven and greatness should be left waiting for us in our graves - or whether it should be ours here and now and on this earth.” Ayn Rand, Atlas Shrugged
Bipolar type 2 rapid cycling DX 2013 -
Seroquel 100
Celexa 20 mg
Xanax .5 mg prn
Modafanil 100 mg