Oh, Fuzzybear ... I'm really sorry for your pain. I wish there was something I could do to help.

I know the battle of going up and down, with down being more prevalent, is debilitating. I know you may feel like you don't belong here or are worthless, but neither is true. (And please don't feel that you're being "needy." You're not.)

Depression masks our self-perception and tells us things that aren't true. When I'm my most depressed, I convince myself that the people in my life hate me. However, the feeling doesn't last because eventually I realize that I was wrong. Of course, I will eventually be depressed again, but living for the happy times is what I focus on.

So many people would miss you if you weren't here. There are so many great characteristics that you may not see because of how you are feeling, but that others would (and do!) see. If you don't stop feeling this way, please, please talk to a professional. I know my reply is no help, but know that I'm rooting for you. I'm so sorry.