I remember hearing once about knowing whether you have flu or just a virus. If its flu and you noticed a £5 note on the floor, you'd not have the want nor energy to pick it up. I think depression is like that, when I feel really depressed, it wouldnt matter how much money I see lying on the floor, I just cannot move. What is it that can cripple us so physically? Its not like there's anything visible holding us down, unyet often times thats just how it feels, my mind tells me I am hurting and that nothing in this earth can lift that weight of me until its ready to go.