I saw on older post you wrote. I hope you can remember how you felt then:
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My feelings are strong and feel like they can burn. I can be irrational at the best of times.My therapist has taken all my rage and anger when he's had nothing to do it it. I've tried to push him away. I shut down and withdraw. I've told him multiple times that I hated him, that he was fake like me and only in it for the money. That even his face irritated me when he watched me cry. I've sent him two termination letters and told him that I wanted to be alone and never wanted to see him again .
But I love him because despite all of that he takes me back, tells me that I am worthy of being loved. That I'm not just a sad abused girl. That he has faith in me and that he can see something that I can't. It's his belief in me that changes things. The notion that he isn't giving up on me when I've already given up on myself.
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It sounds like he cares for you, he believes in you. He is right there with you.
