I'm really angry. I was suicidal 2 weeks ago and I had lost my health insurance. I was calling everybody I could trying to get help, I even thought about going to er. But finally I got a hold of group that could help me. This made me so happy I calmed down and didn't go to hospital. I made an appointment for today. Well I didn't realize it was a holiday till Saturday. So I got up early to see if they were open. They weren't! And they never called to cancel. Now I have no appointment, and I'm feeling real bad.
I'm afraid of suicidal thoughts coming back. I will call them first thing in morning,but I'm still scared I have a long night ahead of me.