you know I wish it was that easy. But she said she watned to end the freindship and this time, I am not going to stop her... She has walked away times before and came back but this time I am not going to let her back in. NOr let myself back in to her life.

I really think this time it is for the best. WE talked a little online and I belive in my heart (even though it is broke) we do not belong as freinds anymore.
so I will let it end for good this time.
She wants it this way, she is making this choice not me.. I asked her and that is what she wants so I am not going to stop her.