I'm very much depressed what is my sexuality... I'm a 16 years old boy and I find women sexually attracted ( I'm a virgin, never had sex before ). But I guess I'm starting to have some kind of " Bisexual " feeling. This started when one night I was on my bed and started thinking how would a woman feel like getting ****ed in the ****? So I imagined my own **** having a **** in it and those feelings were good & I used to think a lot.
When I was 5 years old, I once saw my parents having sex. I knew that it was something fun & noty but I DIDN'T know it should be done between a boy & a girl. So I called my little bro and was having that gay feeling lol, I told him to come on the bed but we didn't have sex and we weren't naked lol, I was kinda like " HALF on top " on him... Is that gay?
I started masturbating when I was 14 years old ( my friend thought me this ) and was extremely addicted in this ****. Tbh I used to think ONLY of girls that time & I was always dying for girls but as i mentioned above how this " bisexual " feeling came in me. I'm depressed a lot & I heard that if I think only of girls while i masturbate that means i'm straight, well yes.. I only think of them but still i'm so insecure. I don't really want to have sex with a man now but yes, with a woman sure! I think my sexuality is changing cause of my depressions of those thoughts I have? I actually think a lot...
So what's my sexuality?