I think it's all very individual. I do much better being very busy because then I plan everything and everything falls into place neatly. When I have too much free time I don't do well because I get too distracted and can't get myself together. So I love too be busy. I like saying "less time you have, more you can get done". Yup. That's me. But other people operate differently. No right or wrong way

And I don't think anyone is truly "normal". Sure I don't have diagnosed MI yet I don't know if I am that normal lol. My DH has MI issues and I don't. Yet I often act obsessively and he doesn't. Yet he is the one with OCD, not me. I can't concentrate either yet don't have ADD. We often laugh about it.

Hang in there. You are doing great!