My anxiety has been really bad for a couple of days. My meds don't seem to be working. I'm currently so anxious I feel like I'm going to throw up. My stomach hurts really bad and I don't want to eat anything. I have PMDD and I am wondering if I'm getting an unscheduled period. I work Tues-Fri and I'm worried about the unpredictable moods that my boss has.

Only thing that helps is my Ativan. But I only get 3 a week. So I have to save it for work.

My doctor really did not want to prescribe the Ativan and refused for about 8 months. I finally had to bring my mom in with me after a particularly bad week.

I saw him a couple of weeks ago. He "technically" did not give me another refill on it. He said when I run out to get my therapist to give him a call. I did have some left. We'll see if he fulfills that promise. He can go back and forth on thing, even though it's not healthy to go off and on it. I may not be addicted or dependent on it but I still have withdrawals from it when I go off.