I guess it's hard for me to find anything good about going through trauma,especially since the abuse began at such a young age I don't know what it's like to not ever have been abused.

I don't focus on all the bad unless I've been triggered by something and I do try to stay positive and focus on the good things in life.I try to be a good person and do good things but I feel like it's despite the abuse,not anything I have gained from it.