So I\'ve been having a sexuality crisis for a while now I don\'t know what to make of it. I\'m 19 yrs old and I\'ve always been into women, literally as a toddler I always looked at and liked girls. I remember I always would think about how my wife was going to look like and so on. When I was 12-14 I could literally only watch lesbian porn bcuz I didnt want to see a guy in straight porn. However recently I\'ve had sexual fantasies about guys and watched off and on gay porn I went through a phase were for a month I could only watch gay porn. This has happened for the past year I\'m really confused about it because when i go out in public for school or work I\'ve never in my life checked out another guy, never had like a crush on a guy. Most of the time I can\'t even tell if a guy is good looking most of the time. But when recently during this year I\'ve watched gay porn and I noticed cum faster however most of the time I can\'t bear the sight of two guys kissing. When I did watch gay porn it was mostly ****. There was times when I Was a kid growing up and I fantasized about some of the other boys in my class. Or rarely watched tranny and bi porn but never gay porn. That and all the boys I might\'ve fantasized about I could never even look at in that way at all in real life. When I saw that person those ideas couldn\'t even crossed my mind I just literally couldn\'t I would rather vomit. With girls this completely different my whole life I could masturbate to them check them out in public easily. I had so many girl crushes throughout my life too many too count. Even when I\'m outside i see a girl in yoga pants that\'s curvy i immediately get turned on. However after a lifetime of straight porn and the past year of off and on gay porn. It\'s been harder to watch straight porn. It can still stimulate tho pretty easily just more boring. I\'m very confused and would really appreciate if anybody can help me out in finding myself. Am I bi?