Oh Scarlett how painful that sounds. Sending lots of hugs and good energies your way. You are a wonderful person and nothing can take that away. Those things that you did, the $ you spent, maybe think about them being for the baby more than for anyone else... you've given her so much that will add to her being a happy baby girl! Things that no one else gave her! You are an awesome Auntie. I hope you were able to get a nice soothing bath and are starting to feel better now. (((Scarlett)))