I think, I might just have experienced a bit of a break through. It came as a result of a bit of a T rupture.

It involved me taking a huge leap of faith, which was fairly terrifying, but now, I feel as if my relationship with T has changed. Like a cloud has been lifted, a curtain pulled back. I can see things so differently.

It's not just a change in thought, but a difference I can't really find words for.

Hoping it's not just temporary, but if it is, I hope I can hold on to the fact that things can be different.