I once heard someone say,

"life's not about reaching the end of the road with a perfect body, it's about reaching the end being pushed in the grave backwards screaming.. wow, what a ride!"

that's how I plan to live.

my body's certainly not perfect (the weight, the scars from self harm, the cronic pain issues), but i'm still living life how I want to live it.

doing what I want, when I want to do it