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Originally Posted by Fuzzybear
When I start to trust someone, it feels like they "go away"
Sometimes they really do go away and betray me.
And then I feel even more suicidal.
This hasn't happened ... yet...
With the very very few I almost trust
I'm scared 
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It's very hard to trust when you've been hurt,abused,betrayed,etc.in the past.It's hard to allow yourself to be vulnerable enough to ever trust again.
I don't trust anyone,not even my husband.It's sad to say that,but it's true.The only person I have ever trusted more than anyone is my therapist,too bad he's not a part of my everyday life so I could be around someone that's trustworthy just to see what it's like,how it feels to know I'm completely safe with someone.
Sorry you're scared.
