Hi fuzzy. You are not posting too much at all, but I do get that feeling of toxic shame.

I am also finding this the safest forum to post on at the moment. Felt quite disconnected from PC for a while, but starting to get my thoughts out there again.

I think we all have different resources at different times. Sometimes I can feel weak, but at other times, quite strong. Not sure what makes the difference for me.

Never stop dreaming, I think it can be helpful, particularly for me, when times are tough.

Big bear hugs to you. Soup