I can't take these health issues anymore. Now I got a bum eye. Yesterday morning it started getting blurry then I got a migraine about an hour later. The migraine went away, but the damn eye is still blurry. I'm going to the eye dr this morning at 9 to see what's up with it so hopefully he'll have an answer.

On the 12th I get to get allergy testing done to see wtf I'm allergic to. I'm sick of having to take 3 allergy meds and they don't always work all the time.

On the 18th I have to have nerve testing done on my arms cause they hurt so much. They're trying to determine if the herniated disc in my neck is causing the pain or something else cause god damn my lower arms and hands hurt most of the time.

I swear between all these damn appts and therapy I have too much **** to do. My therapist has deemed it necessary for weekly therapy for some reason when I just sit there and stare at my shoes for a good part of the time. (it takes me a while to trust therapists).

I'm glad I don't work cause trying to be a functioning human is a full time job for me. Anyone else feel this way?

Tbh I feel a bit down because my body won't work and I can't do ****. I try to cook dinner but even then some nights I just can't. I'm not sure what else to do at this point. I don't want to give up but it's getting there.