fuzzy I have a MENTAL ILLNESS....it is important to me how I am handling it...and how I handled it...it was terrible...but I did pretty good ..and I am still here...I am starting to look at my mental illness as a badge of honor...I am proud that I didn't totally fall apart..

my badge is a MAJOR DEPRESSION DISORDER with a lot of extras thrown in...not mild or moderate depression...it was a very tough awful terrible depression most of my adult life..
but i am still here asking for help and wanting to give help...