same here

I tried to imagine the entrance to my subconscious. It looks more like a downward spiraling stairway. And sometimes it cracks beneath. It was really my childhood phobia, I was afraid that stairway in my building could once collapse in my passing.

Its symbol is fish, stars, Dagon. Also related to my childhood, when I imagined that the sea is hiding unimaginable things. And also I imagined a city existing below my city, where beings like Dagon dwell.

Consciousness is the visible-aware part of the world. And subconscious or this underthing I imagine, is just below it, not being played out, sometimes piling-in the unwelcomed ideas, or everything that needs to be confronted with to realize that reality is just a layer of many realities...