I started college on monday and I had worked so hard to get onto my desired course and after I finished my first day I got back home and started to cry as it was nothing like I thought it was. Then when I cam home yesterday I felt a bit better but today I woke up and felt scared and nervous about it also like I didn't want to go back at all as I'm not too fond of it. I asked my mum this morning about what would happen if I didn't want to continue at my college and I wanted to go and study somwhere else and she said I could do that if I wanted. But now I feel guilty and I feel like I would be letting my parents, my friends and my teachers down by moving but I am not happy where I am and I don't know what to do. Please help