Maybe killing off my sensitive side would be better for me then?

It's not like I will have anybody to love me in my life anytime soon, therefore, I see no real need to be sensitive. About the only logical benefit that I could think of about being sensitive is that it's good for building intimate relationships. Such a skill will do me no good when I won't have anybody for a long time, if ever, due to how busy that I am and due to my own issues. I can't be expected to hold out this long on my own without changing myself to survive. If I must stop being sensitive, than so be it.

At least then, I could focus on finishing my education and starting a successful business without dealing with a part of me that only holds me back.