Sorry I have not posted in here lately. I wanted to say something but did not want to say anything for fear of making people mad. I am assuming we are all here to stop SIing. I know we all have our bad momments, and need to ask for help. I am just disappointed about not seeing more threads on positive coping. It just seemed that more and more people were only talking about the negatives. Like we all are triggering each other. I did not want to get pulled into that thinking again. I needed to leave for a while. I like seeing sucess stories posted. I did notice some were being posted again. Maybe its just my distorted thinkig, but it seems sometimes there is a competition on who is doing the wortst instead of the best. I don't mean to offend anyone even though I know I probablity have.