To say I haven't seen him for a couple of weeks I can't believe how much I disclosed. It was straight down to business. Spent 10 minutes or so discussing the move and I'm feeling pretty positive about it so it was just a catch up really.
Then I got on to my feelings towards him. I was very brave and honest with him about my feelings. I said that with the strength of feeling i have towards him it sometimes feels like I'm in love with him. We related it to missing out on connection with a mother when I was an infant and we talked about how love feelings, emotional intimacy and sexuality have manifested themselves throughout my life from infancy upwards.
I ended up telling him some stuff I never told anyone before. I was not expecting that level of disclosure and depth on the first session back.
Time ran out too soon really because we were really getting somewhere, but it was okay and I hope to pick up where we left off next week. He said his diary is clear for every Wednesday till Christmas, which makes me very happy indeed.