Hi- I'm also on youtube but I listen to full concerts of my favorite artists & the music makes me feel better.Also I just started to do guided meditation on youtube for anxiety & chronic pain.It helps me.I haven't taken an anti anxiety med in days which is amazing for me.I also practice & play my harmonica for hrs at a time.I don't work as I had an
accident yrs ago & hurt my back. Hope you can find something to do with your time.I also read a lot.
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Bipolar
Depression
Anxiety
Lamotrigne 100mg2x
Carbamzepine 200mg 2x
Mirtazapine 45mg at bed
Klonopin1/2 mg daily