A soon as I'm able to get back on insurance - hopefully very soon here - I know I need to get myself back in therapy. I'm also thinking about trying to get on meds again. I've done it before, been on a huge list of SSRIs with no positive results. However, I'm starting to wonder if the lack of results has been a resistance to therapy and getting better on my end. I already have decided that I'm going into therapy this time with that attitude, and will be informing my therapist that I think I've been resistant to getting better in the past, and I'm worried about following the same path this time.

I'm still really worried about trying meds again though. I fear that, again, I won't have any positive results, but it might just be because I'm hoping for faster results than I can really get. I'm hoping I get a pdoc who I can talk to the same - just start right out with my worries about past resistance and the lack of results from meds. Has anyone else had no luck with meds before and started again with better results? I'm hoping maybe some good stories from people who have done the same might give me more hope for my upcoming attempt to get better.